Hey Good Morning to all the runners out there,
its me Monique Conn the southridge high school runner who tell her life stories to everyone
so yesutrday i went for a 10 mile run and when i was running i was thinking about my life and i was going to do for the rest of my life i though about it for awhile... and awhile i was thinking it hit me ( well i really didnt get hit hahaha) i though of it. i know running is all i want in life but there is such more out there but i dont why i am afraid to go after it i guess there is just something trying to pull me back like something doesnt want me to have it and i want it like really really bad you have know idea how bad i want it and i am not gonna let someone stand in the my way of my dreams and my goals i always though i had the answers to everyone but i was wrong i dont have all the answers to everyone i want think i do but i guess is i am just afraid. afraid to let go of stuff the i have hide inside me that i just caant let go i dont know why i am holding on i guess it apart of me and that part doesnt want to let go of the old me and what happen in my life and stuff and when i thought it i was just shocked and scared
i know ... that crying made get you anywhere but when you cry you are showing who you really really are and when i was running i started to cry because i just felt like apart of me waas taking from me and i guess i just want it back but when i was crying i was realizing that i was never gonna get it back never like i was never gonna be the same people i use to be i guess what i am trying to say is well i really really dont know what to say to that but all i know all you runners out there never change the person you are just stay the same person you are because you never know you might lose the person inside and outside of you LIFE IS LIKE A ROLLERCOASTER RIDE"
my advice never change for anyone just be yourself and everything will stay the same and you will stay the same
well good morning and goodnigt for me i will write more today
Monique Conn AKA LIFE AS A RUNNER
